May 11, 2006

I Wish I Were Here

There's a forest near our house. We both love to walk Gorby through the forest, because it's a place of peace, a place of calm. We've started taking one of his toys with us, and we play fetch.

And lately, the whole forest floor has become a carpet of exploding bluebells and new growing ferns. Walking through the forest is a visual sensation, something that yanks you out of any reverie and pulls you into a tranquility that I've seldom known outside of a pill bottle or away from a speeding train with a laptop reverie, my mind pouring out and eliminating that blinking cursor.

The next few days may be dfficult, and in the difficult will come me trying to picture myself here.


The field


With this guy.


Cupcake


And with the other guy behind the camera, the one who took this picture:


I love you too


I won't be online today or tomorrow. Instead, I will be somewhere else, but my mind will be whirring and I will wish I was here:


Just breathe


The world may be off its axis by just half a centimeter, but I will know that it is.

-H.

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1 what a beautiful place!

Posted by: geeky at May 11, 2006 12:02 PM (ziVl9)

2 I would have trouble ever leaving that beautiful place! That's a great photo of you and Gorby.

Posted by: kenjukenju at May 11, 2006 12:16 PM (2+7OT)

3 YOU GO, GIRL! THE WORLD MAY BE TOTALLY SCREWED UP, BUT ...YOU WILL GET BETTER

Posted by: nojo at May 11, 2006 01:08 PM (uaXfw)

4 umm suck it up and do what you have to. There are some of us that never to get experience things this nice even sometimes in our lives.

Posted by: mike at May 11, 2006 02:46 PM (NigL1)

5 My God. That is so beautiful. I love the one of you with the poochie!

Posted by: caltechgirl at May 11, 2006 08:21 PM (/vgMZ)

6 Just looking at those pictures transports me far away to a happier place. Perfect viewing after a crappy day at work.

Posted by: diamond dave at May 11, 2006 09:06 PM (r5/L0)

7 Very beautiful place. I hope that thinking about it will help you get through whatever it is that's going on right now. Is it bad that when I saw the pictures all I thought of was the massive amounts of pollen in the air? Blame my husband ... I never knew the true power of pollen till I met him.

Posted by: Michele at May 12, 2006 12:47 AM (5VGFA)

8 Oh my god!!! The picture of you and Gorby-made me start crying-just a spontaneous cry that I did not even realize I was doing until the tears hit the keyboard. Just beautiful Helen. Glad you have this lovely place to think of. I am thinking of you and sending good thoughts your way. Hang in there honey.

Posted by: Teresa at May 12, 2006 01:20 PM (7N/MU)

9 Absolutely gorgeous. You, Gorby, that place... All of it! And I really didn't think it was possible for Gorby to get any cuter but he *is*!

Posted by: Richmond at May 12, 2006 05:51 PM (e8QFP)

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