November 09, 2004

Nothing From Me Today

Am utterly depressed.

Feelings hurt.

Stressed.

And a little angry.

Sometimes you think you know how something works, that something is different from how things have ever been done in your life and you love it for that, and then someone pulls the rug out from under you and tells you that's not how it works anymore, the rule book has been ripped up (and you were paying attention, you are always paying attention, you would've known when the book was ripped up) and you don't know when it changed or why it changed, all you know is you are left feeling lost, exposed, and incredibly sad.

And you're left feeling even stupider when you accept that the truth is you want that something back, but somehow, you're the only one that seems to remember it and want it.

Nothing from me today.

-H.

Posted by: Everydaystranger at 07:32 AM | Comments (2) | Add Comment
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1 *hugs* hope you're ok.

Posted by: melanie at November 09, 2004 08:24 AM (lKbZJ)

2 Hears hoping that the rug gets put back and your ground feels solid again soon.

Posted by: sasoozie at November 09, 2004 11:19 AM (FTMAC)

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